Queenie

ugly is the new pretty
new shoes....ebay...i'm cool. tehe.

tube tops are cute and easy
So my Sky Salt t-shirt was too big so I made it cute and sexy :) But there's no way around the blurriness..my camera just sucks. But hey, it captures the moment alright. :) (see my Fair to Midland pics, hehe.)

You can bet I'm wearing it out this weekend, heheh.

whats pathetic is when i start reading old messages and conversations from only 3 weeks ago. everything was just different, but so much better. i felt so special. whatever happened to that?

Current Mood: discontent
Current Music: hurt - nin

dreams
i had a crazy ass dream last night involving a bunch of asians in a plane crash? i honestly hate dreaming. if its a "good" dream, i wake up disappointed cuz it wasnt real, and if its a "bad" dream i wake up feeling crazy. i would pay to have someone take my dreams away. some people say you can decipher them into some kind of prophetic message but thats bullshit in my case. u cant convince me that there's some kind of important message hidden in there. its mainly just a pain in the ass and i'd rather live without them, thanx. just let me enjoy my good nights sleep.

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I'm so glad I finally registered for classes. It was hell trying to sign up over the internet or over the phone. Why is everything always harder for ME?! Anyway, I got things straightened out. Weee.

Current Mood: nervous

I got creative a few weeks ago and made this sort-of tank top. It was soo easy to make, and I don't much like it because it makes me look fat, lol. ♥ Anyway, here it is.

A close up:

It's just the purple stuff sewn over white polyster. ♥ Incidentally, I talked to my ex today. Seems like we're still "friends" and all that jazz. *sigh*

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: Pet Shop Boys

I'm so bummed out. Things just haven't been working out with me and my boyfriend, so it's over. I don't know if it's a good thing or not. I just know that I miss talking to him.

I need to start buying more fabric and designing again. I have part of a dressform to use (the torso), so there's so much more that I could do now. I have so many ideas. I just need to get started.

I'm so exhausted, though not sure why ? I'll have more of a reason to complain tomorrow morning, though, when I'm awake at 5:30. Or, well, much earlier I guess. (Takes me forever to get ready.) I'm going out of town with my boyfriend and his family. I don't mind the early-ness since I always have a good time.

The only drawback is I have to wait longer to start reading my new Harry Potter book! That's right, I love the Potter.

Kinda like xmas in July ^_^
Yay! I'm so excited to finally get wireless internet on my laptop. It's just that I've been so patient for so long, and its just better now. Not that it's so much different. And oh! I finally got a dress form (but without a base stand) from my aunt who use to own a boutique. I've been wanting one for a while, and this saves me a few bucks, at least for now. Plus, it will definitely help me a lot.

I terribly need to get out of the house. That's why I told the boyfriend to pick me up early, early tomorrow! Ta ta.

Current Music: American Graffitti movie

Just a necklace

Just a necklace I put together with rhinestones and *gasp* glitter. I actually kind of like how it turned out. I'm think about making some matching earrings or something. ^_^

My boyfriend told me yesterday he wanted to take a "break." I don't pretend to not know why because I know damn well why. Alright, I'm kinda emotional and kinda mean. It's not my fault I have a complex!? Anyway, I'm lonely without talking to him. So I haven't really done anything today except mope around the house and sweat (because I swear our a/c is broken). I laid outside for a while like I usually do. I'm working on a "tan" because, unless you have a naturally milky white complexion, tanned skin just makes you look better. I can't deny it anymore. Anyway, I think I'm going to go cry on the floor while I clutch my cell phone desperately.

Current Mood: crushed

I'm tripping. (Wow, I so rarely use that word, haha.) But it makes me upset when my boyfriend doesn't include me in things! We've been together practically a year and he should know that by now! Well, I wouldn't mind as much if he consulted me about them first. Guys are so tactless.

I went to the dentist today and it left my tooth hurting. :( So I took something to dull that pain. Could be why I'm just a tad emotional at the moment.

*sobs*

Current Mood: frustrated

It took me forever to make this bracelet! I spent days making those little dice, and painting them, then adding glitter. The color is suppose to be pink, but it looks reddish if you ask me. Oh well. The single white bead spells out v-i-o-l-e-t.

It was so hard to try and make all the dice the same size, but assuming I'm the only one who will ever wear it, I don't think anyone else will notice. :D tehe

Current Mood: inspired

By this time tomorrow, I definitely won't be bored b/c I'm going back to "work" with my aunt. Doing some kind of display/merchandising job. I'm not sure what? Anyway, after that I believe we're going to my favorite toy store--Hobby Lobby!! Wee! So I'll probably stop and get some more beads/clay/paint/fabric.

You know, all that jazz. I'm kind of a little burnt out on my "clay earrings" frenzy. I think I need to unpack the old sewing machine again. But I'll save that for tomorrow.

New Rainbow girly bow earrings...

Current Mood: intimidated
Current Music: JOJ - Vivica

My great-grandmother died this Friday, so tomorrow I'm headed to my grandparents house and then Monday we're going to the funeral. I loved my 'granny' but the woman was old and couldn't even recognize her own family. That's when you know a person's time has come. Anyway, I'm bummed because I had a handfasting ceremony (then a party) to go to tomorrow for my boyfriend's sister and her boyfriend. I was so looking forward to it, but now I have to miss out. :( Ah, well, it's family.

I made more earrings and a matching necklace. I know, I'm having a clay FRENZY!!

Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: Strawberry Gashes - Jack Off Jill

I felt inspired to make some earrings today so I gave it a shot. I'm still pretty amateur when it comes to molding this clay stuff. Okay fine! I'll be honest, it looks pretty effing sloppy. But oh, to hell with it!! I think they look kinda cute? Too bad my scanner is old as dirt, so the coloring in the photo could be a lot better.

Tehe...

Current Mood: uncomfortable

Happy Berry Hour!

I bought some Sculpey clay and decided I was going to make some jewelry. So, I tried out the "Happy Berry" logo. It's kind of warped, but it turned out kind of cute! And I actually have a scan of it this time.

I was actually productive today. I helped my aunt at one of her various jobs--today it was setting up a "display" at some store, putting together a bunch of cardboard peices, then setting up the merchandise. Hard work, that is. You wouldn't know it unless you've done it.

I got paid though!

Eeeeh! I got my Sky Salt CD in the mail today. Very pretty. I'm going to listen to it.

Current Mood: angry
Current Music: Sky Salt

The family and I decided that it would be more practical for me to live in town with my Dad. It's true, but it's a weird feeling to say that I live here again. It's so much better though. Wee.

I bought some shoes this morning. They reminded me of Paradise Kiss because they're black and white. And everything is black and white in PK because its just a book. Heh. But anyway, they are way comfy flip-flop/heels.

I think I'm going to go to the craft store today also. I want to buy some clay and make something cool. Like jewelry or something. Yep, it's my vision for today.

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